her style ; her LIFE .

Heart-Less :D

2011-09-29T16:31:00.002+08:00

心，愈是凌乱，愈是清晰。
凌乱了，总会清晰。
清晰了，总会凌乱。
凌乱，清晰。
清晰，凌乱。
无解。
:D

梦❤梦

2011-08-05T23:54:00.003+08:00

梦。
它好遥远，它好美。
梦。
美得让人憔悴，让人累。
梦。
就算苏醒后依旧美。
梦好美，真的好美。
但，
梦却只是梦。
它只能是梦境中的甜美。

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我心里有个小孩
每当她觉得与世界格格不入
她就躲进角落。
角落歌等着她唱
有迷等着她解
有回忆等着她凝视
有梦想如落叶般等着她收拢
拾起......

在这里
她轻轻呼气
慢慢走路。
音符与音符之间的空白，
形成了音乐。
在静默之中，
在留白之处
有一片美丽的新天地。

我心里有个小孩
她每次躲在角落
都只是暂时的缺席。
因为
她需要一点时间
重新找到她在世界的位置。
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【这三段文字】
【是出自于作者—几米的手笔。】
【我个人好喜欢，很欣赏。】
【因为，】
【说中了我的心，】
【点中了我的穴。】

【希望读到这篇BLOG的读者，可以和我一样，沉静在这段文字】
【不管是不是相同的想法，可是我们依然在同一片天空下】
【那就足够了。】

梦❤梦

下一个我。

2011-04-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

心情大起大落，
我究竟怎么？
轻浮微笑，
那又怎样？
其实我早已清楚我心怎么，
但那又如何？
找不到解药啊。
我找不到一个可以让我放下自己的地方，
也找不到一个我歇息的位子。
我选择在我生日当天躲起来哭泣，
选择让眼泪冲淡压抑，
选择沉淀。
O(∩_∩)O
呵呵。

许多吓到的表情，
我感到抱歉。
我选择什么都不说，
那是因为我不知道怎么说，
不知道用什么方式说，
也不知道跟谁说。
这不是信任的问题，
这是我的问题。
我再次迷失自己。
再次陷入漂浮不定的海洋。

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是什么让我听见你说
是什么让我认为你在身边经过
是不是太过和平得分手
才更让人舍不得放手
像失了魂魄不愿放手
有你的感觉和任何有你的线索
挥之不去的寂寞
是不是说
这份你已丢下的感情
我还执著
我游荡在记忆深处
寻找残留下的温度
我在风吹乱头发的街上怀念着幸福
我在镜子面前无助
我在梦里慌乱追逐
我在只有我的深夜里醒来
感到孤独

【我爱上热闹中享受孤独】

我十七岁了~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦~

2011-04-25T21:41:00.001+08:00

我十七岁了。

很多事都不一样了。
我感谢祝福我的朋友们。
我感谢所有WISH我的朋友们。
我爱你们！
我的十七岁人生不能少了朋友，
也少不了任何一个的你。
虽然，我还是失望了。
但算了，我知足。
因为我知道，我算幸福了。
=]

My new wallet as my Birthday present.❤

Mummy bring me to Swensen eat Chocolate Fondue~ Yummy~!^~^

I love Rabbit❤~！

CakePop @ Starbucks.

老友们送的BEAR~我珍惜↖(^ω^)↗

我十七岁的生日蛋糕❤

Kiss Me. ^*^

【Happy Birthday to Me~】
【Happy Birthday to Me~】
【Happy Birthday to Christie~】
【Happy Birthday to Me~】

逃离。

2011-03-26T18:22:00.003+08:00

我选择逃离，不是因为懦弱，是因为不懂如何不逃离。
这毒太甜了，甜到苦涩。

用❤感受。

2011-03-15T11:10:00.002+08:00

知道越多，心越乱。
回忆已成了回忆，
当那时的故意，
也成了回忆，
就已经是回忆中的回忆。
现在知道了，也是这样，
也只能这样。

我做回自己，不再管别人是怎么想。
我做回自己，放肆地追逐梦与翱翔。
我做回自己，不再管什么是道理。
我做回自己，依然是那个自己。
那个美好，淡然的自己。
美好，淡然❤

好多人从不懂我在想什么，
好多流言蜚语从此荡漾，
好多人只从我的外表断定我是个怎样的人，
好多人，只认识表面的我。
当你认识了我，你会懂我真正是个什么人。
在那之前，你所看到的我，
还是那个我。

好矛盾哦！( ⊙ o ⊙ )啊！

散场の拥抱。

2011-02-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

从你的眼角慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏着伤但不想和我聊
你选的电影像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪坚持独自走掉
散场的拥抱我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到
你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢
散场的拥抱混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好
我知道你留着和他所有合照
明明面前是答案却撕掉不要
呵护地祈祷温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑浪漫得不肯逃
散场的拥抱我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到
你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢
散场的拥抱混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好
我知道我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍出乎你预料
散场的拥抱我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到
你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢
散场的拥抱混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好
我知道太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕我比你明了

越来越乱，越来越清楚？呵。

My Jan & The Starting Of Feb.

2011-01-31T20:55:00.005+08:00

My January is full of Tuition, Homework & more HOMEWORK! =(
A lot of things happened & somethings have change.
Good to bad, bad to worst?
Who cares?
How could it get worst, if I have experienced wad's worst?
Now I just hope that I would just try my best on everything.
I won't force myself but I'm still learning how to listen to my heart.
Sometimes, I even think that I lost the link that connect to my heart.
It seems that it has a mind of is own.
Hearty, what are you thinking？
Please tell me.

有些人，事，物。
我听到时都控制不住去在乎。
我搞不清楚，
是我还放不下，
还是只是个怀念的表现？
那，我该在乎什么？
好像没什么该不该の。
但有个人我还是会在乎~
如果你以为是那个人，
那你就错了。
嗯....
唉~ T^T
我很清楚，
也许也不怎么清楚~
【神呀~~救救我呀~~~】

有些事，不知道该不该说好。=<

Photoshoot in the end of 2010. X)

2011-01-01T14:27:00.009+08:00

1st Photoshoot: Straits Quay.
Oraganize & Photo taken By Missyanda.

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Second Photoshoot: Jetty.
By Andrei Tyh.
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Third Photoshoot: Youth Park.
Organize by Amanda, Photo taken by Andrei Tyh.
Theme: Violence.
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Thanks Amanda for organizing photoshoots & Andrei for great photos. Had fun & great time. Thanks everyone that attend & take part. Addicted to photoshoot & learning a lot of skills and posing.
I know that I'm not good at it but its worth to try everything. Life is short.
Enjoy teenage life for sure! =D

I'm glad to know so many new friends. ^~^
Sorry that happened something unhappy but thanks again! XD

More photos are post on my facebook.
Do view. =)

White Christmas. ❤

2010-12-25T19:47:00.004+08:00

Went Christmas countdown yesterday with Jirachi.
Its too boring to stay at home.
Chat here chat there and met up Jirachi's guide friends.
*Nice to meet you guys*
Watch 'TRON' with her.
Cool but kinda boring. T^T

Went to Nando's and ate the awful salad.
Yewwwwww~
Its very sad there's no fireworks last night~
No Christmas feel.
Its too bad=~=
But meet back one old friend that lost contact for a long time,
its happy! ;)

We are not couples, we are BFF!!! =)

[Legs] LMAO.

Merry Christmas!!! XD

回忆我忘不了，可是你我一定忘得了。

她说 ❤

2010-12-17T19:09:00.003+08:00

他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞
我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁
等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

他静悄悄地来过
他慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞
我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里 翻来覆去的时候有寄托

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁
等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

等不到天黑 烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰 还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓 我怕一天一天被摧毁
等不到天黑 不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随 放开刺痛的滋味 
今后不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

【不怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒】

错了。
爱错了。

薆綪。❤

2010-12-08T14:14:00.000+08:00

问情为何物，为何人要有感情？
如果我可以毫无感情，对什么都冷冷的。
会比较好么？还是更坏？
那会变成怎样？
我真的不懂，也不想去懂。
我好像又想太多了。><

【是我想太多你总这样说可是却没有真的心疼我】

嗳~
我最近经常一个人在家。
一个人看偶像剧，
一个人吃早午餐，
一个人又唱又跳，
一个人运动减肥。
一个人の安静，
真的好安静哦=~=
好不习惯，可是也得习惯。

假期，是这样の。
但为什么我要这样？
出去，有时候闷了也累了。
所以待在家。
等某人，等到心死了。
所以不等了。
爱人，爱到痛了。
所以不爱了。
情，为何物？
呵。

就这样，
一切就这样。
一点都不痛了，因为我想通了。
一点都不痛了，因为不在乎。
一点都不痛了，因为从不在乎。
其实没那么喜欢，没那么爱。

那一封我十六年来按过最长的信息，
终于发了出去。
我考虑了许久，发呆到差点无法自拔，
但心说，算了，就这样发了出去。
没得到任何回应，我心早已预料到了。
向熟悉の你，说了再见。
再见了，也不见了，
陌生人。

死神少女。❤

2010-12-04T16:53:00.007+08:00

~【死神少女】~

我是渡，永远的19岁，奈何桥的守护者，非生非死，无善无恶。　

　所有「渡不过」而呼唤死亡的声音，都可能召唤我── 　
　死神少女总是笑著说：「我最喜欢“渡不过”的灵魂了，来变成一颗石头，帮我支撑奈何桥吧。」　　
面对生存困境、生死抉择，
　　如果你选择「渡过」，死神少女就会消失，　
　如果你还是「渡不过」，
死神少女会帮助你完成愿望，
　　但你，将会变成「奈何桥」下的一颗石头，
　　永远忍受地狱之河的冲刷，支撑别人安然渡过。
　　此外，具有灵异体质的少年沈奇，
是唯一一个可以看见死神少女的人；
透过目睹一则则的校园故事，
明白「渡」并非刽子手，而是渡者。
　　渐渐爱上死神少女。
但医生却说：沈奇脑中长了一颗脑瘤，故而产生幻觉。
　　随著脑瘤越长越大，沈奇的性命危在旦夕；
　　但若割除脑瘤，他将再也见不到死神少女。
　　究竟，他会成为一般凡人而活下去？
或是，为爱而死，永远与死神少女在一起？
　　死神少女将以贯穿者的角色出现，
每集将发生不同的校园案件，　　
透过少女的神秘、魔幻，逐步揭露人性的奥秘，考验青少年如何「渡过」的智慧。

【李优，小菊，梅丽】

【阿国，小菊】

【妮可，小唐】
，

【李强，佩佩，黄禾】

【小琳，阿介】

【沈奇】

【思瑜&亚伦】
美到~帅到~
好羡慕！❤
【O(^~^)O】

【我最喜欢“渡不过”的灵魂了，来变成一颗石头，帮我支撑奈何桥吧。】

Time with family.

2010-12-02T13:57:00.012+08:00

Lets the pictures do the job. ❤

cute^~^

The naked mole rat is O.O

Take it easy tortoise. =~=

Don't eat the sand, Racoon~

Posing for me???

Man, you are so yellow. LOL.

*Eating*

[背影]

OMG~ She pose for me! XD

These are scary. >.<
These two parrots are the guards of the entrance~--------------------------------------------------------------New watch =)

❤

Spot the goose! =)

That's a part of my trip~
Done some shopping in KL.
Quite satisfied. XD
Christmas decorations in Pavillion was tremendously nice.
But my phone low battery, so I could only manage to write about it.
Okays,
Tatax~❤
O(∩_∩)O

我只是一个女孩。❤

2010-11-25T13:37:00.003+08:00

我只是個女孩。

我希望有人疼，有人愛，有人包容，有人抱著我睡，有人讓我撒嬌，有人可以吃我做的飯，有人可以誇我乖，有人能陪在我身邊，有人能過馬路的時候拉著我的手，有人能給我安全。有人喜歡帶我逛街，穿高跟鞋走累了都會有人背。有人樂意帶我去他去的各種場合，並把我介紹給他的朋友們。

我只是個女孩。

我希望有人關心，有人保護，有人會記得每天告訴我晚安，有人告訴我他對我很安心。有人記得我們一起過去的點滴，有人絕對不把我們之間的承諾作兒戲。有人告訴我，照顧我，他一點也不累。

我只是個女孩。

我希望有人認同我，有人認真思考然後告訴我他覺得我的話其實也有道理，在我做了點可愛的事情以後摸摸我的頭鼓勵我做的好。有人不輕易誇我，也不吝嗇大力誇我。

我只是個女孩。

我希望能有人惦記我，在我鬱悶大哭的時候把我的頭按在胸膛哭夠了問我怎麼了。我希望有人告訴我，有時候想念我令他難受。我嬌氣，不放縱，不說謊。不會無理取鬧，不會纏著他幫我買東西。偶然一條短訊告訴我他想我，我就知足。我不演戲，我什麼都相信。我說過的話都算數，所以，對我說過的，別忘記。請別忘記。我會盡量變得更好看，相信海誓山盟。相信自己配的上自由和幸福。

我只是個女孩。

我喜歡誠實的人。因為我誠實。如果我說我們不會再見了，我一定會躲開你。也許我還會在街邊見到你，你又會如何回憶我。我會放過自己，放過壓抑，放過附身的記憶。往事通緝，孤單侵襲，習慣就可以。如果我的想念狂湧而出，我不會告訴你。儘管如此，那些思念依然值得我珍惜。

我只是個女孩。

我會難過，但是不會自甘墮落。我會傷心，但是不會傷心太久。

也許我會遇見一個微笑的魔鬼，他將指引我，給我奇異的火花，他將短暫的照亮我的心靈。他會交給我幸福的預感，卻拒絕給我一點點幸福。

也許我會遇見一個爛醉的天使，他神經質的微笑，給我看他掉了毛的翅膀，但是上面殘存的每一片，都是能令我撐死的幸福。

【这是在Facebook看到的一篇文章，个人很喜欢，就在BLOG分享给大家。❤】

记得.忘记

2010-11-15T15:51:00.004+08:00

我会认真的,清楚的考虑自己该怎么做,
该怎么...
记得.忘记

这些日子。

2010-11-12T20:05:00.005+08:00

班刊比赛终于结束了！！！
我真的轻松了很多，开心了很多，不用为这个那个烦了。
我终于可以安心的睡觉了，可以轻松地听我们舞蹈的歌了！！！
Wuhoo O(∩_∩)O~~
虽然早就很清楚不会得奖，但至少我们已经尽力把它完成了，这点我很欣慰。
之前的争吵，伤害了彼此的感情，我也错了，一时火遮眼，我再次说：“对不起。”
我以后不会再答应负责任何的东西，这一次，已经够了。
明年也是我该比较专注于学业的一年的，当然，该玩的时候少不了我~ 哇哈哈哈~

小尾，我知道已经谢你很多次了，但还是一样要再一次感谢你！谢谢你！对不起让你差点要爆血管，真的很不好意思，可是谢谢你当初愿意教我们，谢谢你骂醒我很多，改正我很多。
另外谢谢俊彬，我们的“音乐制作人”，知道你的耳朵受罪了不少，知道你也很累，对不起，还有谢谢！=]

我也要谢谢Daddy和Mummy,

Sorry I let you guys so mad at me these few months,
sorry for my behavior & stubborn attitude.

Sorry,I love you guys! ❤

也谢谢星星，Imelda，YiMin，佳仪&绘好，
谢谢你们！❤
我们也算是突破了自己，
已经很好了~
还有佩君，紫薇，雪菁，
你们曾经的参与，我也很感激你们。

谢谢大家最诚实的评语，
虽然很多不同的评语，但我们还是会接受的~
还有谢谢佩君今天帮我绑了这一年来最美，最挺，最紧的BUN，呵呵~

我要给大家一个亲亲！么么^*^我实在太开心了！
可是不知道为什么，
心里有种莫名的空虚，
可能从很忙变得很轻松的现象吧~

这些日子，我学到了很多。

这些日子，我看清楚了很多。
这些日子，虽然争吵多了很多，
可是这过程也是算是我中学生涯的一段重要的回忆。
虽辛苦但还是有带甜的。

Y^~^Y

2010-10-15T11:33:00.014+08:00

打开窗户让孤单透气

这一间屋子如此密闭

欢呼声仍飘在空气里

像空无一人一样华丽

我渐渐失去知觉

就当做是种自我逃避

你飞到天的边缘

我也不猜落在何地

一个我需要梦想需要方向需要眼泪

更需要一个人来点亮天的黑

我已经无能为力无法抗拒无路可退
这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪

闭上眼睛就看不清
这双人床欠缺的温馨
谁能陪我直到天明穿透这片迷蒙寂静
我已不猜落在何地

才学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星

但几颗会落地

我飞行但你坠落之际

很靠近还听见呼吸

对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨

碎了满地在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心

盘旋在你看不见的高空里

多的是你不知道的事

Iloveyou.

Being moody but happy. ;)

2010-10-08T22:34:00.003+08:00

【我所向往的幸福，其实一点都不复杂】

不管是谁，请你真心对待我就好。
因为，我也会真心对待你。=）

一个又一个。

2010-09-05T22:03:00.004+08:00

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【Exam's over.】
【AGAIN.】
【I'm going to be dead.】
【AGAIN.】
【SCHOOL HOLIDAYS】

【AGAIN!!!!! =)】

【That's the only thing I care for. Duhhh...】

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前晚去了JJ的签唱会，又看到可爱の他~
超开心の。
虽然他只是来宣传，可是能让看到他漂亮の签名，
我也很满足了。^~^
特别喜欢他的《一个又一个》，
他唱爵士真的很好听~
我很喜欢。

最近为了班刊的比赛，
需要练一个舞蹈，
韩国团体SNSDの'Oh',
我真的非常非常担心。
从七零八落的练习过程，
到现在还有很多练习的地步，
我真的快晕死了。
辛苦了小尾啊，
他不懂为了教我们死了多少脑细胞~
我真的希望，
我们可以克服全部困难，
完成这个舞蹈，
不把它当比赛，
而把它当个表演，一个经验。
JJの‘加油’，
希望用得着~~
=）

我知道，
我不是最好的，
但我会努力让自己变得更好。
我会学习控制我的脾气，
学习改正自己的错误，
学习如何不再那么不确定。
我不知道怎么做到，
但我会试着努力。
我知道，
我会懒惰，
而且没什么毅力，
但如果你是我的朋友，
请你骂醒我，
虽然我当时会生气，
但我冷静时，
我就会明白，
了解我的错，
也请你那时原谅我，
因为会骂我，
当然是有理由的，
代表你把我当真正的朋友。

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以上照片，是本人的字迹。
版权所有哦！呵呵~

Awake. Y^.^Y

2010-08-13T21:40:00.004+08:00

[Blog dead for more than a month, will upload when I'm free.]

Stay tuned for more pieces of
christie.♥

周杰伦-说了再见。

2010-07-11T15:10:00.003+08:00

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳
伤心过去我无力逃跑

说再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好
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说好了把自己藏起来，上了锁。
不急要把它开启，封锁，是必然の。
不想伤害任何人，请原谅我の坦白与直率。
That's what I am feeling now.
Deep inside my heart,
Loneliness.

Sort of 'RANDOM POST'. XP

2010-07-05T19:24:00.004+08:00

Rain drops on your cheeks,

Looking like pure white pearls,
Rolling down your blush cheeks,
As purify as a newborn's life.

While the clock ticks,
I heard your even heartbeats,
Not too slow neither too fast,
But the accurate tempo same as mine.

Sitting by the firewood's,
I looked into your brownish-black eyes,
Fire warm my cold-stiff body,
You warm my lonely-broken heart.

I sew my heart with pointy needle and thread,
It's the last solution that I could think of.
Don't feel sorry or sad for me,
I'm just doing what I can to end this.

School Reopen. =/

2010-06-20T13:21:00.004+08:00

又要再次收拾心情，又要再次穿上校服。
管他开不开学，总之好好K书就对了。
我并不是书虫，也不是什么高材生，但我还是会好好尽力地求学。
因为，进入这社会，你没有一张文凭，就算你有实力，机会也会离你远去。
学习是打开未来的入门票，我们这些学生也只好听命。

当然，
该玩の时候，我哪可能错过呢？呵呵~
以前の我，什么都是出去玩最重要，少了很多时间陪爸妈~
现在我虽然还是很好玩，但我至少比较会分轻重了。

Continue being myself ,
Cherish what I have & who I love. ♥

Hung. =.=

2010-06-18T23:05:00.010+08:00

Wednesday night: had dinner with KarJun,Janice,Yyi-ran, Sze Ting & Tham. Ginassss. Wee*

Thursday: Went got with Jirachi Ong for the first time this year. Can't stop talking & walking. Duh. Tiring okay?? but better than being at home anyway~ Met shi hao & his friend(sorry I forgot what name) and a lot more people~~ hahas. :) Ong Ming Li, can you stop your childishness?? I'm begging for mercy! XDDDD

Friday: Woke up @ 8am. T.T Waited at the bus stop in front of Janice's house and miss a few buses because of someone.(you know who you are you, Cajun. Oopsss, Karjun)
Watched Karate Kid. Damn nice man! so gam dongggg~ sob*

Look at his leg! Woots! O.O

[T.G.I Fridays]

It's Friday people!!! =)

A special thanks to SzeTing, KarJun & Janice for the gifts.
I appreciate the late present. I'm happy you all still remember me as your buddy! =)

-continue-
Last Sunday, went Kampachi with daddy & mummy. Celebrated my mum's birthday & early father's day. =) Full till wanna vomit that day. Ohmygosh. XD Later, we went to batu ferringhi and went into a Fish Spa Massage Centre?!? hahahas. Yuppe! Those things are so itchy!!! Dad & Mum took full body massage after that. I took manicure & french nail design. :)

Random pichass.
Love it lots. =)

Yewww~ Itchy fish!!!!

Thailand design statue.

Vain. ^~^

Arghhhh. I wanna on diet!!!! =(

Sleepy or sleepy not?

2010-06-12T03:44:00.009+08:00

[我.失.眠.了]
我竟然失眠了，
今晚，
失眠了！
完全睡不着，
人躺在床上，
闭上眼睛，
真的真的很累，

可是偏偏睡不着!!!

我已经累了，
很累了。

Hang Out.

2010-06-08T14:21:00.006+08:00

Went out on [5/6/2010]. It was pcghs IU Day @ G-Hotel. At first, I only knew that I was not in the guest list on Friday night. Kinda disappointed then but I still have an outing at Gurney. Just drop in to 'visit' my fellow buddies & waited with Amanda to ask whether if there is any extra place. It was a yes. Great performance , nice clothing & I totally love the band! I wore casual clothing that day. I left my dress at home because I thought I was not going. T.T

Fong,Jinyi,Tricia,Me

With [YanYun & Amanda]

After all the performance, I met Shang, Joling, Yimin & Imelda at Gurney CYC. Change my tee and snap snap snap pictures. Photo freaks! =.= Saw Prince of Persia with them & here comes YiChing & ShiHao sneaking in after watching Shrek. Form cinema 8 to cinema 10. Woots~ Saw PingPing, WenYuan & HuiMin too~ It's been a long time since I saw them~ hahas. =)

Snap snap snap~~~

JLui & Christie

I like this picture more. =)

Bumping into Royce&Bernard ends the day! Smiles*

雨滴。Raindrops.

2010-06-04T22:17:00.003+08:00

雨滴，渗入心底。
内心被雨水洗礼。
一滴滴的雨点，点入心坎里，
淋湿冰冷的手，淋湿泪水。
极为复杂，极为茫然。
至少淋雨，可以让彼此清醒点。

^~^

2010-05-28T12:41:00.010+08:00

Shouts.

Examination is finally over. OVER. wuhoo~ That's something worth to celebrate. Although I'm sure to fail some subjects. Oh...just forget about it. Hahas. Next, I'm sorry for didn't update my blog for like a thousand years. But what can I do? My mum says a big fat NO when I kindly ask her permit to online. D.A.M.N My eyes & minds are so tired. T.T

Well. Last month 25th was my birthday. Thanks for all buddy that wishes my in facebook and sms me late at night. Sorry that I din list out your names coz it's too many. It's in deep down in my heart and I'll not forget it forever! =) Although I didn't celebrate with any friends this year, but I celebrated with my parents. It's a long time since I celebrate with them. A warm family scene. But one thing I don't like is my parents give me money as a present but I'd like to receive a gift more than money. The meaning of choosing a gif for your love ones I cherish the most! =)
A special thanks to my buddies, Suet Ching , Yi Ching , Ah Gooi and others that gave me a belated birthday cake during our steamboat outing. =)

Sweet sixteen. =)

A gift from my uncle.
Pink crystal for the sixteen-year-old teenager. Wee*

#1 Lynn. Thanks meImeI . ^*^

My lovely parents. =)

Steamboat @ 古早味。

Lastly,

christie.with.♥

Sweet 16teen. ♥

2010-04-24T21:33:00.003+08:00

Memorable sixteen birthday. =)
Stay tuned for more.

mayting.♥

Hundred Days.

2010-04-11T23:35:00.001+08:00

JJ.♥

He's my idol.

He's a cute 27-year-old guy.

He has a unique voice that touches my heart.

Love & support him always. =)

该怎么做才是对的?

2010-04-10T16:32:00.004+08:00

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昨天晚上的我, 心真的受伤了....

答应过你, 不会影响我们之间的感情....

我真的很想做到,真的.....

可是我的心真的很痛,你懂吗?

今天的我,还是一样带着笑容去学校.

为的是,不想让任何人担心....

幸好遇见了秀敏,打打闹闹后让我开心了不少.

谢谢你,秀敏.

如果你坦白,会让他开心,我会退出的.

能让他开心,我宁愿牺牲自己.

我想让他开心.....

是的,只要他开心就好....

他让我留了深刻的印象....

从去年的欣赏到不知什么时候开始的喜欢,

我想也没想到.....

另一个他,我真的把他当朋友.

我也不想他再受伤...

也或许他不会....

事情到了这样的地步,

我也不知道该怎么做才是对的....

我真的不知道.....

谁可以告诉我?

我该怎么办?

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Sometimes.

2010-03-27T18:11:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, really fed up with homework.
Sometimes, really fed up with study life.
Sometimes, really disappointed in myself.
Sometimes, really disappointed in someone.
Sometimes, really hopeless in add maths & history.
Sometimes, really hopeless in the moody & lonely days.
Sometimes..........

Din updated blog for sometime. Moody, what can I do? What terrible situation that I am crewing in? I know that Form4 ain't a honeymoon year but sometimes it really is. Where's my heart went to? Sometimes just feeling like going to the beach to scream-out-loud. Maybe I will feel better~ Can anyone tell me what to do???

God, please save me! Lol. XD

1Mas Shutter. Just join for fun. ^~^

2010-03-26T11:56:00.004+08:00

Click on the picture & view it.

Support me if you like it. =)

Thanks to everyone of you! ^*^

没那么简单. O.O CHIM~

2010-03-19T16:40:00.004+08:00

没那么简单

就能找到聊得来的伴

尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛

总是不安只好强悍

谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那么简单

就能去爱别的全不看

变得实际也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤单一久也习惯

不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西

感觉累了就放空自己

别人说的话随便听一听

自己作决定

不想拥有太多情绪

一杯红酒配电影

在周末晚上关上了手机

舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那么容易

每个人有他的脾气

过了爱作梦的年纪

轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那么容易

才会特别让人着迷

什么都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心

所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心

但却最动心的记忆

Emo.

2010-03-12T22:45:00.003+08:00

.Blueish.Emo.

Star Pisces. =)

2010-02-22T08:58:00.006+08:00

Went Star Cruises (Pisces) yesterday. After changing clothes, had my buffet dinner at Deck 7. Saw so many familiar faces. I saw my previous school discipline teacher. Ms Pau & Puan Peh. =X
They came with the girl guides teacher.( I forgotten her name d.) They still remember me. I say hi and off I go. Hahasss. And I saw previous schoolmates too. Had a wonderful dinner and we end it with two nice songs played by the performers. Later, we went to the another stage area and watched the following performance. Mohan (He sang Chinese, Hokkien, Hakka, Indian & even Cantonese songs! OMG!) & the other show. Enjoyed. =)

Went karaoke at midnight.:)

Sit back & Relax. =)

Star VS Leg with heels.=D

Love this shoot.

Wine. =X

Woke up at 6.00am and was kinda sleepy. Slept for 3 hours only. == After buffet breakfast, went to open deck for a walk. Nice breeze. ;)

Kids by the poolside. XD

It was so cooling at the Deck 11. Chatting with mummy when I saw the sunrise~ The best view ever!!!! LOVE IT LOTS!!!

The red sunrise. Was so beautiful, Its worth it!!! =)

See ya ^~^

New Year Days.

2010-02-20T18:39:00.007+08:00

The wheather is DAMN HOT! Almost alike with the microwave. Can't even survive without air-con. Reunion dinner, relative's house, going here and there to take angpau. Muahahaha$$$. Followed mum went to Aunty Jane's housewith Jaeyan & her family. Met them at subway & stairght went to her house at Tanjung Bungah. Parents chit-chat about girl & boy relationship to Fahrenheit. Bla bla bla. Why didn't talk about ShiNee??? Haiyo~

Mummy, Aunty Jane, Jaeyan's Mum

P.S> Me & Jaeyan's pics dunno why can't view with my pc. T.T

Went out with YiChing & Tri Tri to Gurney on Thursday. Sang in Redbox with my voiceless troat. OMG. Cough* Played in CYC for awhile and eat in Sushi King. Buy beh diok movies tickets! T.T

Sooooooooo longgggggggggg Queueeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ==

So we went Starbucks and started our chat. Keep chating about XXX. NON-STOP! Wakao.

After that, went to CES with Yi Ching. Conversation topic on Chinese New Year. Boring*

Me & YiChing

Tri & Me

Friday, went to Elaine's house and finally saw her~ So miss her during these months. She was so buzy with mock exam that falls on the day she go back to Shanghai. Its very important to her. Jia youssssssssss! =)
Night time, celebrate my cousin birthday in her house. Bought a bear bear for she, hope she will like it. =) Ate so full there. Grandma's cooking is so delicious. Long time didn't taste her signature dish d. hee*

Minnie Mouse & Mickey Mouse.

Nails. ^~^

The Birthday Girl-Yin Yin

Makan AGAIN.

.Mummy & Daddy. =)

.Purple.

Happy Valentine's Day. ^*^

2010-02-14T20:20:00.000+08:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai.

2010-02-13T13:23:00.005+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! Roar* =)
Wish everyone all the best in the

Year Of The Tiger!

^~^

The one, Tiger. XD

Random.

2010-02-06T19:03:00.006+08:00

Photograph taken by me.

Feeling sad & happy. O.O

Happy side.
1) Watched a funny movie at school today.
2) Received hearts from all.
3) Enjoying my Saturday.

Sad side.
1) I miss everyone.
2) My 1st term exam falls on 3rd of March.
3) Feeling down due to no reason.

Both emotions at a time. Muahahaha. =)

Recently.

2010-01-30T21:59:00.003+08:00

.Red Chill.

Still the same for these days. Having some boring days. But everything is okay. Having fun in school. Laughing everyday cause of jokes. Wakakakaka. Still acting sot sot with Yi Ching during English lessons. Lmao. And yet, I am missing everybody!!!! When can we go out huh?? I want go redbox! Wuhoo~~~

P.S. Will update a special post during CNY. Stay tuned. =)

R.I.P

2010-01-20T17:55:00.004+08:00

[ R.I.P ]

Sweethearts You. =)

2010-01-16T18:30:00.001+08:00

Sweethearts you.

背对背拥抱

2010-01-16T17:37:00.003+08:00

林俊杰-背对背拥抱

作词:林怡凤作曲:林俊杰

话总说不清楚该怎么明了

一字一句像圈套

旧帐总翻不完谁无理取闹

你的双手甩开刚好的微妙

然后战火再燃烧

我们背对背拥抱滥用沉默在咆哮

爱情来不及变老葬送在烽火的玩笑

我们背对背拥抱真话兜着圈子乱乱绕

只是想让我知道只是想让你知道爱的警告

只是想让我知道只是想让你知道这警告

我不要一直到形同陌路变成自找

既然可以拥抱就不要轻易放掉

The First week of January.

2010-01-09T21:20:00.004+08:00

I know a lot of people is very shocked of me transferring school. Everyone's eyes was like O.O Don't misunderstand me, I'm not having any problem with my old school. I just wanna take UCE exam, although it is hard but I will try my best anyway. The books there are harder but because I'm taking SPM too, the books are reference books of SPM except for add maths. Its harder. The things are more or less the same for Form4&5. But for PRE-U....Cough* I dare not say.

The friends & classmates there treated me very good. I was kinda touch when they didn't treated me as a nobody. =) YiShin help me a lot in homework and was very friendly to me. She's sweet. Although I'm not totally use to the life there, but I think I will be in the future weeks. Pray for me! ^~^

I miss everyone. Jirachi, Jun, Melissa, Ping, Yuen Syan, Chin Yunn, Shi Yin, and many many more... Sorry if I didn't mention your name. And sorry to Jirachi, I saw your blog and I cried, I sorry I'm not beside you that time...I really love you as a friend!

I miss 24 festival drums lots also. But, I dunno if I am still... I only keep it deep down my heart. I saw them training today. The drum's sound is still so loud in the stadium. hahas.

Homework. Studies. Activities.

Tution. English Course. Piano

Although I am busy, but I miss everyone of YOU! =)

Happy The 1st Of January! =)

2010-01-01T20:26:00.005+08:00

Went Gurney on THE LAST DAY OF DECEMBER~

14 Things In A Day.

1. I went popular. Waited SauMun & MeiLing.
2.Bought Tickets of 'The Treasure Hunter" and went CYC.
3. Saw XiaoWei on the way back to his back stage~
4.Eat at Food & Tea on 23 table~ hee*
5. Watch the countdown performance including cultural dancing~
6. Watched 'The Treasure Hunter". Damn cold~
7. Took the 'Wishing Belons' and played around~
8. TianYi & JunBing was there and 2 minutes to countdown!
9. Fireworks lighted 2010!!!!!
10. SauMun,MeiLing & their lovely friends went beach by motor.
11. Had a coke in Mcdonalds & met my parents~
12. Drive into Batu Ferringhi for a car ride.
13. Finally home in 3.30am in the morning~
14. Bed Sweet Bed.^~^

The two books I spoted at Popular~

Took by the performance stage.

The 'Wishing Wall'. =)

Front stage & Side stage.

P.S. Made XiaoWei laugh during his performance several times.Wakakaka~

New Year, New News!

2009-12-31T09:45:00.005+08:00

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When the midnight bell rings,
2009 will turn into the new 2010.
From the date 31/12/09 change to 1/1/10,
But how about us?
Would you feel anything?
Dunno about you,
but I will~
It tells me put more effort,
& smiling more sweeter.
This world not only contains 'carbon dioxide',
But it also contains 'oxygen'.
If there is no [evil] , there is no [angel].
Right? =)
Wish you all a Happy New Year! See ya! ^~^

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I felt bad.

2009-12-28T14:56:00.008+08:00

Sometimes, it really hurts me.Not that I care about those stupid judgement.Those hurtful tales really is just nonsense.Those damn fools are just non-moral-rubbish.I'm not mad, I'm just really dead-hearted to care.I can't shut people's mouth with my fist.But I'll do that,with my own way.I'll show those who hurt me!
I promise,
I WILL!

Christmas eve.

2009-12-26T14:11:00.011+08:00

Purple Me.

Went Gurney on Christmas eve with Jirachi, I was like.... Why always only us? But we met Sau Mun & Mei Ling. Wakakaka. Four 'siao gina'. At night, met a lot of people and also my gor gor & his girlfriend. So sweet of them two. =) Someone join us too~ But i kinda pity that someone. hahaha. Well, we cross the street and went walking plus standing at the pathway near the seaside. So tired. Sprays are all over the place and luckily I did not have any on me! Muahahaha. =)

Us again.

Met Zoanne. =)

Bored.T.T

Jirachi went home around 10something. Saw fireworks and crowded people! WTF. I nearly can't breath! I went home after countdown and reached home about at 1something in the morning. The next day, I realised that I'm sick. No wonder I was so tired. But after I rest, it's better. Was happy and hope I will have a pleasant Christmas every year! =)

.Purple Devil. VS .Sunlight Rabbit.

P.S Thanks to Sau Mun~ =)

^^ HoHoHo ^^

2009-12-25T14:07:00.002+08:00

Knew my PMR result yesterday. Felt okay. Not very happy. =(

But anyway,

Merry Christmas! =)

I'm back. =)

2009-12-21T20:57:00.005+08:00

Pink Nails.

Hey yo everybody~ I'm back! =) After I visit a lot of relatives in KL & Ipoh/And shopping for clothes,shoes & bags , I reached Penang this afternoon. Was very exhausted~ I unpacked my luggage and lay on bed for a nap. ZzZzZzZzZ.
Went pavillion and the Christmas decorations were Marvellous! Luxury Christmas ! =)

After a sweet nap & bath. I helped my mum & granny to prepare 汤圆.Was so colourful~

Wuhoo~ Eating 汤圆tomorrow~

冬至快乐! =)

Going KL.

2009-12-16T20:07:00.005+08:00

♥ Going KL for 5days. Miss you all lots. =) ♥

Lock me up.

2009-12-13T16:51:00.002+08:00

. My Heart Is Under Lock & Key .

SHARP SH9020C

2009-12-11T16:05:00.007+08:00

When I saw this phone on the web page, I was like 'Woa. I WANT THAT!' Although its not the newest phone but comparing with Sony Ericsson C903, this phone won my heart with its good looking on the outside. The function is more or less the same but this phone won on its screen, it totally can use as a tv screen for one person. Wakakaka. The black one is cool but I love the white colour phone. Its stylish and I like it more. But it seems that I never saw it selling in Penang. T.T Awww~ My Dream Phone~~~

* SH9020C ( BLACK )

Nice packaging.

Front.

Back.

Side 1.

Side 2.

Amazing screen.

Speaker.

Keypad.

In the dark.

It is extremely nice!!!!!

I ♥ White Colour!!!!!!!!! =)

Bored.

2009-12-10T14:09:00.003+08:00

These days I just 'guai guai' stay at home. Doing nothing actually. Watch PPS.tv / listen music through KW-Music & bla bla bla. I'm kinda fed up with it. Sure... also practising piano everyday( depend on mood ) / thinking what to take to KL next week & what to shop. Muahahaha. But...My mood is not really good recently due to something , so if I din reply, just leave me alone. Seriously* I don't wanna be mad to anyone. Besides of the moody thing, I'm also starting to miss someone... My BFF- Kar Jun...Well, she is going to Singapore for her studies soon. Next year is the 10th year I know her & being her friend. Woa. Can you imagine it? 10 years~ Wish her all the best & good luck. =) Hope I can say goodbye to her before she leaves. I will be back from KL before she depart to Singapore. I will miss her lots!!! And sure.. I will give her something before she leaves. I may not be the first to give her so I want to be the last who give her. ^~^

P.S I'm not going to write on that 4/12/09 's post because I saw Jun wrote about it so I no need to write it again d. It will be more or less the same~

<原来是美男啊>

2009-12-09T20:42:00.005+08:00

[剧情介绍]

《原来是美男》讲述了20多岁偶像组合成员的成长过程以及围绕他们发生的爱情和纠葛。讲述了农村出身的淳朴少年偶然成为偶像组合的一员后所经历的各种故事。通过张根锡饰演的男主演的成长历程，向人们展示了少年偶像们普通人的一面和他们在华丽的舞台背后经历的鲜为人知的痛苦。而朴信惠则是将一人饰演两个双胞胎兄妹，与张根奭上演浪漫爱情戏……

[人物介绍]:

天上天下唯我独尊的喜鹊男（黄泰京/张根硕饰）

韩国最好的人气组合A.N. JELL的成员。
-具备天才型的作曲实力与钢琴演奏实力，拥有绝对的最高人气。
　　父亲是国际指挥家黄景世，拥有有名的音乐贵族的家世。虽然对於泰京的生母有诸多推测，但是黄家向来对此无可奉告，黄泰京在外界看来是一切完美，实际上却满是缺点。
　　不仅有压力性胃炎、洁癖症、夜盲症、失眠症，睡觉时还有梦游等多种疾病，加上其过敏体质，只要谁有心用一种食物就可把他送上西天的劣质品。倔脾气、歇斯底里的撒泼、无节制的自恋，和他在一起会相当疲劳。在过於完美的外表下藏著弃婴受伤的灵魂，了解其底细後会觉得他是个相当可怜的人。
　　尽管如此，对於别人的怜悯却又十分敏感……

　姓名：张根硕（장근석 Jang Keun Suk）
　　其他译名：张根锡张瑾惜张根奭
　　出生地：韩国
　　生日：1987年8月4日（阴历）、9月26日（阳历）
　　星座：天秤座
　　身高：1.82米
　　体重：59kg
　　血型：A型
　　教育背景：韩国汉阳大学电视剧电影学科
　　职业：艺人、演员
　　所属公司：Tree -J 娱乐
　　家庭事项：无女独男
　　兴趣：欣赏音乐、歌曲、舞蹈、ski-滑雪、snow board-滑板、山岳自行车、摄影、车、料理
　　喜欢的饮食：蟹酱，辣的食物
　　尊敬的演员：安圣基（表演经验丰富）
　　宝物：家人、playstation
　　喜欢的颜色：蓝色、象牙色
　　尊敬的人：金九[韩国光复的最大功臣]
　　理想型：真诚、可爱、穿衣服有品位的女生
　　见到异性最首先看的地方：眼睛
　　从异性那里听到最多的话：好可爱
　　最宝贝的物品：衣服、饰品
　　最喜欢的水果：凤梨
　　最喜欢的食物：鳗鱼
　　座右铭：没有不可能
　　初次登台：HBS Sitcom 《幸福也贩卖》（행복도 팝니다）
　　出身学校：
　　2000年02月首尔东易小学毕业
　　2003年02月光厂中学毕业
　　2003年01月新西兰尼尔森理工学院入学
　　2003年07月方山高中1年级插班
　　2006年02月汉阳大学入学

致命诱惑的完美背影（高美男/朴信惠饰）

高美男 / 高美女(Gemma)是双胞胎，一起在修女院篱下的孤儿院长大。 -哥哥虽然被选为偶像组合的成员，但因事故无法参与大会活动，所以妹妹代替哥哥过著高美男的生活。
　　但是...以偶像身分艰难的生活的高美男却完全缺乏社会性、流通性、社交性。因生活与世隔绝，脆弱而单纯，更现实的解释为...胆小而愚钝！甚至於完全觉察不出对方对於自己的无视，经常是当面没反映出来，过後才抱怨「当时不该那麼说」「应该这样说」如果重新回想当时的状况....是个有点扰民型人物，有时候白痴的不符合逻辑……

姓名：Park Shin-Hye 朴信惠 / 朴信慧
　　韩文：박신혜
　　生日：1990年2月18日 (阳历)
　　星座：水瓶座
　　家庭：父母，哥哥，自己
　　身高：165cm
　　体重：45kg
　　血型：A型
　　宗教：基督教
　　特长：跳舞
　　兴趣：音乐欣赏
　　座右铭:先为周围的人着想
　　学历：中央大学戏剧电影系（同班同学有：高雅拉、金范、金素恩）
　　喜欢的颜色：白色红色

手脚蜷缩的小可爱（Jeremy/李弘基饰）

如阳光般健康耀眼茁壮的青年，英韩混血，父亲是英国贵族、国际摄影师，母亲是著名模特儿。

　生活富裕无忧的他是成员中均衡与和谐的中心人物。因他的笑容可爱而美丽，所以即使说些傻话也可用花一般的微笑得到谅解，是成员中对粉丝福利做的最为透彻的一个。
　　一直以来相信男生只有深厚的友情，与女生只有深厚的爱情。对公车上的一段感动了很多人，也因女扮男装的美男，头脑与内心总变得成熟起来……

　姓名：李弘基 LEE HONG KI [이홍기]
　　生日：1990年3月2日阴历2月6日
　　身高：178cm
　　体重：58-59KG
　　血型：AB型
　　兴趣：唱歌,听歌,足球,打电动,煮饭,桌球
　　特长：唱歌，煮饭，桌球，书法（《因为喜欢》E3中，弘基的字是爸爸中最好的，小学学过书法。）
　　学历：庆熙大学演剧电影科(09年新生）
　　家族：爸爸,妈妈,妹妹（李智英，音译）
　　专长：唱歌,足球,桌球
　　所属乐队:F.T.Island(5个宝岛Five Treasure Islands)
　　担任：主唱
　　绰号:HONG STAR、抽基、弘小基、弘爷、弘宝、毛弘基、狗弘基、李闪头、可爱的叛逆孩子
　　魅力中心点:笑时候的眼睛
　　喜欢的东西:青椒以外全部,惊险的事
　　好友：FT的成员，吴源斌，金希澈，shinee
　　理想型：能约束自己的不喜欢说话声音大的曾在节目里说过喜欢宋慧乔那样的
　　希望女朋友对自己做的事：帮自己卸妆
　　CP：（官配）弘真、（民配）熏鸡（WITH钟勋）、弘澈（WITH希澈）也作希弘

新禹孤芳自赏的外貌（姜新禹/ 郑龙华饰）

人如其名，拥有美丽的脸庞。但是仅此形象而已，实际上对任何事都无关心、无感动。虽然感觉像是对所有人微笑，但实际上是不会对任何人笑的冷漠王子。剧情中一直喜欢美男，每次告白都无疾而终，一直都以大哥哥的身份悄悄守护美男...
　　如果说泰京是敏感又神经的小学生，那麼新禹可以说是嚐尽人生百态的老人．．．如果说泰京具有艺术家的敏感，那麼新禹则有生意人的敏锐，做事情更为考虑周到，但也少了很多机会。比起音乐家，更适合成为娱乐企业家，是个美丽的野心男孩……

中文名：郑龙华
　　其他译名：郑勇华全永华
　　韩文名：정용화 Jeong Yong Hwa
　　日文名：ヨンファ
　　所属组合：C.N.Blue
　　POSITION：Leader，Guitar，Vocal
　　生日：1989年06月22日
　　身高：180CM
　　血型：A型
　　经纪公司：F&C MUSIC
　　职业：歌手，演员
　　出道：2009 C.N.Blue一辑『Now or Never』
　　电视剧
　　2009 SBS《原来是美男啊》（A.N.JELL成员）
　　专辑
　　2009 C.N.Blue一辑『Now or Never』

A . N. JELL Forever ♥

Nice Song.=)

2009-12-09T20:34:00.004+08:00

丁当-我爱他

他的轻狂留在某一节车厢

地下铁里的风比回忆还重

整座城市一直等着我

有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来

若那一刻重来我不哭

让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心深深伤过却不会忘

我和他不再属于这个地方

最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢

伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗

曾经依靠彼此的肩膀

如今各自在人海流浪

逃不开爱越深越互相伤害

越深的依赖越多的空白

该怎么去爱

如果还有遗憾是分手那天

让他知道我可以很好

Autumn Heart.

2009-11-28T12:54:00.002+08:00

Autumn leaves falls apart

Human heart crystal glass

Since season changes like wind

Without any sound or signs

Pain & Bitter

Must be forgotten

Forgive us for being harsh

Forgive hearts that was seal by needle

Forgive everything that was done

Happy Birthday! =)

2009-11-20T22:29:00.000+08:00

Aaron Yan. <3

Happy Birthday To 阿布~

Smile. =)

Concert Look. ^~^

Hearts YaLun.

愛綸

20/11/09
小小布丁 ♥

20/11/09. The Last Day Of Form3 School Life.

2009-11-20T19:15:00.001+08:00

Time passes so fast.

Today is ' The Last Day Of Form3 School Life'.

A blink of an eye, all form3 students all pass PMR.

We all are going to be Form4 in no time.

Frightening ya?

So on the last day of school, I took several pictures with friends.

Here's some...

Chee Fong.

Yong Qi.

Yan Yun.

Shi Yin. cute!*

Yvonee.

Elizabeth came. hahax.

Playing in basketball court. wakakaka.*

met Katty in Gurney!

Cool Gitars!

Well, hope can took more pictures with all friends in future.

Will miss all of you!

Back Home. =)

Gimme Drama.

2009-11-19T21:06:00.004+08:00

Recently,I download PPS after PMR.
Watched dozen of dramas lately!
Wakakaka. =D

痞子英雄(最爱)
陳在天仔仔

超爱仔仔! ^*^

下一站幸福(最感动)

海派甜心(最搞笑)

败犬女王(最真实)

终极三国(最多computer effects)

YaLun!!! =)

桃花小妹(最多幻想)

Call me ' Queen Of Drama'! =)

T.T

2009-11-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

Chinese language is blocked by my computer! *WTF

dunno due to what reason also.

Will update my blog soon.

2days more to holiday...

complicated.

No mood to blog.

2009-11-10T19:33:00.001+08:00

seldom wrote blog these days.
two words: no mood.
will find back my mood as fast as I could.

sorry to all.

Don't know.

2009-11-05T19:44:00.002+08:00

[What should I do?]

[Should I stay?]

[Or should I go?]

[Can anyone tell me?]

[I needa decide myself.]

[But there's too much comment.]

[Too much.]

[What is right & what is wrong?]

[There isn't any answer.]

Never.

2009-11-01T11:33:00.002+08:00

I'm upset because...

you never care about my feelings.
you never care about what I wanted.
you never care about what I really need.

you never loved me.
NEVER.

Get AWAY from me!!!
Never ever step in my life again!!!!!

Happy Halloween.^~^

2009-10-31T12:25:00.000+08:00

Happy Halloween!=)
Treat or Trick! XD

Tagged by Layni

2009-10-27T19:15:00.003+08:00

1_ 大名: Christie
2_ 生日: 每一年的 4 月25日
3_ 年龄: 15 岁
4_ 生日想拿到什么礼物: 一份有诚意的礼物
5_ 最近压力大的事: 成绩
6_ 想做的事: 去台湾追星,去香港的TVB,去日本SHOPPING,去韩国整型(哈哈,开玩笑而已,是要去那看雪)
7_ 最要好的朋友是: KarJun
8_ 跟谁出去最幸福+快乐: 家人与朋友
9_ 如果你跟好朋友吵架了, 你会怎么做: 哭和道歉
了10_ 最想和别人去那里: 看那是谁咯~
11_ 圣诞节想做什么: 大玩特玩~
12_ 最想跟谁庆祝圣诞节: 朋友,但可能会不在PENANG
13_ 最近在做什么: 看戏,SMS,睡觉,ONLINE
14_ 有几个兄弟姐妹: 没有(好孤单)
15_ 最喜欢的一首英文/华文歌: I NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE-S CLUB 7
16_ 喜欢什么颜色: 每一个颜色
17_ 上厕所会不会冲水: 一定会冲好不好
18_ 喜欢男还是女生: 大家都知道~
19_ 最想大大声说什么: 我好累!
20_ 半夜敢不敢上厕所: 敢!
21_ 你现在最恨谁: 没有
22_ 现在喜欢做什么: 一个人唱歌
23_ 睡相好不好看: 谁会看到?
24_ 现在的时间: 22:29_
25_是否厌恨传给你这卷子的人: 没有~
26_ 体重多少: 女生的秘密~
27_ 今天天气: 还好~
28_ 如果忙完了你最想做什么: 听歌~
29_ 失眠时会怎样: 想东想西~
30_ 你晚上睡觉会不会尿床: 小时候~
31_ 一个人睡一间房: 有时候~
32_ 你有没有吃过夜宵: 有~
33_ 近期开心的事: 考完PMR
34_ 自由对你来说重要吗: 是的~
35_ 你觉得在朋友当中谁最性感: 谁会去研究?
36_ 你觉得你比较笨还是聪明: 我是笨蛋~
37_ 你比较喜欢爸爸还是妈妈: 两个都爱~
38_ 你现在最想看到谁: 他~
39_ 你爱看戏吗: 是啊~
40_ 你敢向你讨厌的人说"我恨你"吗?: 敢啊~
41_ 你打算几时结婚啊: 这个问题嘛~~父母规定我过~可是还很远诶~
42_ 你喜欢你的生活吗: 还可以更好~
43_ 相信塔罗牌吗: 有时候~
44_ 睡觉前所做的事情: 刷牙~
45_ 你的偶像: 王力宏,炎亚伦,贺军翔(现在还加了仔仔&阮经天,因为看了痞字英雄和败犬女王)
46_ 你喜欢的季节: 春天
47_ 最想去的地方: 日本
48_ 最讨厌怎样的性格的人: 贱
49_ 你将会抽烟吗: 肯定不会~
50_ 你将会喝酒吗: 五岁就喝过第一口酒~
51_ 你常哭吗: 还好~
52_ 你常笑吗: 还好~
53_ 想睡到几点: 睡到自然醒~
54_ 朋友和情人你会选谁: 我没有情人~
55_ 机会+命运你会选谁: BOTH~
56_ 你很自恋吗: 蛮自恋的~
57_ 你有穿耳洞吗: 有~
58_ 这问卷多不多: 超多!
59_ 喜欢吃冰吗: 超想！
60_ 现在幸福吗: 是的!
61_ 最在乎谁: 不知道诶~
62_ 房间里最重要的东西是什么: 床
63_ 没有朋友你会怎么做: 更孤单~
64_ 如果天使给你实现一个愿望,你想要什么: 我想什么,就有什么~
65_ 这个问题废吗: 蛮~
67_ 喜欢那个水果: 草莓
68_ 最怕人家问你什么: 你在跟谁讲电话?
69_ 喜欢下雪吗: 超爱!
70_ 下辈子要做什么: 有意义的事~
71_ 希望再被tag吗: 不要
72_ 没事做你喜欢等人吗: NO!
73_ 你吃饱了没有: 吃了.

被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷请老实回答每一问题不能擅自涂改题目写完请点10 位小朋友，

不可以不点完后请通知那10 位被点到的小朋友

1. KarJun

2. MingLi

3. ZhuYin

4.Ee Siang.

5. Katty

6.Yvonee

7.YanYun

8. Tricia

9. Amanda

10. Suvan

Boredness Kills.

2009-10-20T16:59:00.002+08:00

-----------------------------------

Hey, I'm bored.

Where did the colours went?

--------------------------------------------

Facebook.=)

2009-10-19T21:38:00.001+08:00

Just create my facebook today.

Add me as your beloved friend.

Please & Thank You.=)

18/10/09

2009-10-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

went tao道.

food was delicious & tummy become full after one hour of eating.

upload pics more than writing words.

lazy~~

yummy~

me. me&mummy

daddy & mummy eating~

we enjoyed a lot~

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Also went Hard Rock Hotel last two weeks~

my relative stayed there when their visit to Penang.

Just took a few pictures.

forget to upload~

pretty~

特别摆设.

蓝配紫~

红配绿~

Smile.=)

16/10/09

2009-10-16T20:16:00.000+08:00

不痛.

14/10/09

2009-10-14T20:16:00.004+08:00

今天心情并没有很好.

知道了一些科目的答案,

受到一些些的打击.

所以啊~

心情是不好到一个极点..

咳~~T.T

不要想了啦!!!

我不要想了啦!!!!!

彻底不要再想!!!!!!

可是...

我...

(算了啦!!!!!!!!!!!)

好了好了,

我就别在这里发疯了~

呵呵~

明天要和老友-王铭莉同学去二人世界了!

没办法啊,我们太久没二人世界了~

超想念的~

I'm free at last! =)

2009-10-13T20:02:00.003+08:00

PMR IS OVER!

Woa.I'm so happy! Damn PMR is finally over!!!!!!!!! =)

The mountains of books in my house can finally burn it into air d!

wohoo~~~

I'm damn damn DAMN happy!!!!

so relax~~~

Although now I'm relax, but the result....

sigh*

顺其自然吧!

Now most important is play, go out & enjoy myself!

Today at school very high!

Everyone laugh till face aslo pain.

P.S: Shi Ying very cute!!!!! =)

will post my blog oftenly.=)

Long Time No Blogging

2009-09-19T21:58:00.004+08:00

Din online for about two months.

Well, I don't want my mum to nag at me.

So, I listen to her:

DON'T EVEN TOUCH THE COMPUTER.(乖到~~)

But today is a small break for me so I turn on the computer.

I am kinda shocked to see the No.Visitors.

The number hit 11941.

Thanks for the views. =)

Keep viewing me & after PMR I will update my blog frequently.

I promise.=D

Sorry to yvonee, chua , jolyn melissa and hoong

for the late reply in chatbox.

Thousands sorries.

P.S: Sorry, Jolyn give me your msn please.

I can't click your link.

It doesn't works.

19 days to PMR

Wish me all the BEST!!!=)

鼓. 8/8/09

2009-08-08T21:43:00.005+08:00

5点多从我的宝贝床醒来,

迷迷糊糊去刷牙,洗脸和冲凉.

过后就急急忙忙赶去学校了~

虽然在十一点以前不在鼓队帮忙,

是去上了一些每年重复的课程(闷死),

但在那之后就回到筹备ANNIVERSARY的场地.

眼看场地已经布置得很棒,

感觉真的与往年不一样了许多,

很演唱会风格!

大家都在忙着,

换衣,化装和等等筹备工作,

又计算来宾进场的时间,

真的忙透了.

到了外校到齐,

更是混乱一片~

节目很精彩,

我个人最喜欢中五的FASHION.SHOW~

因为有MJ的出现!!!!! 哈哈~

观众也很HIGH,

这次的ANNIVERSARY真的很不错!

虽然每件事没有绝对的完美,

可是从无到有的那种感动,

真的很感人.

回到家时虽然脚底都起了水泡,

脚也很酸,

可是一点也不辛苦.....

我很开心! V^~^V

waiting for li yen,theng theng & huiting

to send me the photos we take~

Peace.

2009-07-25T18:42:00.003+08:00

Suddenly love colourfull things.^~^
Maybe my mood is turning good! (That's a good sign)
Looking for bags actually because I love them lots.
These days are begining to study in my free time.
Really a lot needa polish-up!
Hope I can be in prepare in time!
Wish me luck and everthing!

What's wrong?

2009-07-18T22:24:00.003+08:00

What's wrong?

I felt sad.

I felt lonely.

I felt I am been hated.

But why?

There's the reason.

I dunwan to say it out-loud.

I dunwan to mention it.

I dunwan to think about it.

Actually, I regret.

Yes, I really do.

'Don't judge a book by its Cover.'

Here is what I wanna say to SOME PEOPLE:

[Don't judge me by my looks!]

[Don't even judge me by any rumors!]

[Don't judge me in your own angle cuz you are not ME!]

[YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO JUDGE ME! DO YOU UNDERSTAND?]

[So, KEEP YOU MOUTH SHUT TIGHLY!]

{I will prove to you someday.You will see.}

Hate You.

2009-07-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

I Hate You.

心死.

2009-07-14T18:16:00.003+08:00

[从你那一句话后,我就没曾尊重过你了.]
[你从来没有自我反醒,别以为你很清高,你不是.]
[只会人云亦云,模仿别人,连基本的尊重都不会.]
[双面人我不是没看过,却没看过虚伪得恐怖,虚伪得那么真实的人.]
[你以为全部人都听你的,跟从你?]
[你错了,大家只是为了保住自己.]
[你不分青红皂白,无理取闹.]
[你从没想过为什么会有那么多人不爽你,不把你放在眼里.]
[因为你对人,辈分比你小的人,只带着'虚伪,不在别人的角度着想'的态度.]
[我受够了你的虚伪!]

事情是不是这样?

2009-07-04T17:55:00.003+08:00

-------------------------------------------------------------

-you asked me what was wrong-

- I smiled-

-and I said-

NOTHING.

-but when I turned-

-I whispered-

EVERYTHING.

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是不是…
就要这样过日子…
是不是…
就没得发言?
是不是…
都要听你们的?
但你们明白吗?

曾说过的话,你们根本没做到.
曾答应的诺言,你们有达到吗?
曾拥有的支持,你们从不在乎.
曾经的努力,换到了什么?

收在心里的话,
不是不要说出来,
只是说了也没用,
换来没有什么,
只会更伤感情.

相信,你们从没把这些事放在心上.
相信,存在也没意义,没影响.

-deadly hearted

Beloved MJ.

2009-06-28T19:04:00.002+08:00

Less Online.=(

Heard the shocking news of MJ's deafth on Friday morning.

DAMN SHOCKED MAN!

watched his 'last concert' yesterday till 1am last night(0.0)

I started watching his concert & songs when I'm still a small kid.

But yet I cried, because all of us lost a legend.

No one can ever dance like him.

He was THE LEGEND!!

The one & only-

KING OF POP!!!

Michael Jackson, The Legend!

No.Visitors

2009-06-23T18:23:00.002+08:00

Added No.Visitors at the left hand side of my blog.

Hope all friends will view my blog when you are free.

ThankYou.=)

Links will be renew soon as I can.

如果我变成回忆...

2009-06-21T00:30:00.002+08:00

如果我变成回忆....

Sunday. 14/6/09

2009-06-14T21:18:00.012+08:00

after woke up from my sweet dream, I dressed myself up and waited for Jun to pick me to Tao道(e-gate)

you asked me for what I go there? Answer: Eileen's Birthday Lunch! =)
wohoo~ see these pichas! Let the pictures tell the story~

me & zhi cheng leng lui

left picture(sze hui),right picture(kay heoy)

me & jun

THE CAKE!

yummy^o^

MayTing & Eileen

Eileen and the boys~

woa...who's dating??

哇~~夫妻相哦^~^ 对不对啊?? Eileen小精灵?wakakakaka.=)

He said he is EVERREADY.wOA~

We started eating at 12.00pm.
Chit chat when eating coz long time no-see these 同窗好友~ laugh at the two couples ( hope that they wont angry )
then we took A LOT OF photos, and cut the cake~~
after we finished eating, its about 2.30p.m.
Its the time we go home, so after greeting the birthday girl, we left.
then I drop Jun back to her house and went gurney with JiaYing.
We saw 'DRAG ME TO THE HELL' woa.
I nearly scream out loud!!!!!
实在太恐怖了!!!!!
then, I went for dinner with my parents and went home early.
I'm Looking forward for more ghost movies.
Although I am very scare of ghost.
But it the DAMN exciting when watching ghost movies with friends!
hehehe^.^

P.S: sorry, I forget to say who go to Eileen's Birthday Lunch. The friends that came is:

[Eileen]

[Oong Zheng]

[Shaun]

[Shu Wei]

[MayTing]

[Jun]

[Sze Hui]

[Kay Hoay]

[Zhi Cheng]

[ZherMin]

Sorry to ZherMin, the photo of you dissapear, so I din upload to my blog.

Hope there is a chance to take a photo with you in the future. ^^

all of US! =)

Still waiting.

2009-06-13T22:02:00.003+08:00

Still waiting for my friends to gimme the pics that we took on 5.29.09~

T.T

很怀念~

2009-06-11T18:31:00.002+08:00

有时...

想起以前的我,

以前的事,

和以前和你们的回忆...

真的很怀念FORM 2 的生活...

虽然成绩都掉到很厉害,

可是却是玩得很开心~

可能已经习惯了FORM 3的生活,

也和K2D的死党分班了~~

却还是很想念...

我也想念以前那种很多人陪的时候...

但人始终也要独立,

不能太依赖别人,

所以我也得好好学习与自己相处~

今年的政府考试,

真希望可以拿到我想要的成绩.

这次,

不再是只是要给我父母的交代,

而是给我自己的一个交代.

我希望,

大家都一起努力,

一起为自己加油! =)

Holidays.

2009-06-06T17:43:00.005+08:00

These days, inactive in friendster already. Because I find it ...BORING. Will less online and less blogging these days. Parents can't stop nagging about their children online... So, I am fed up of nagging. Being a good teen these few months. Just for the freaking PMR. Gosh! Speaking of PMR, I saw a lot of other school'd teen really being hardworking on it. Their lifes are only have BOOKS. BOOKS. & MORE BOOKS! (woa.) I am not that hardworking, just wanna have good results and dont regret after the test. Tired of such nothing-crap and deadly boredness. I wanna go out with friends! I dont wanna stay at home for the entiry holiday! Arghhhh, at home is just hiding myself from the sun and be inside a air-con room. Nothing More!! (except for movies and tv at home.hee...)

By the one and only.
mayting.^~^

雨是眼泪.

2009-06-06T16:52:00.005+08:00

歌手：飞轮海专辑：越来越爱

飞轮海-雨是眼泪

天空突然灰了染上肩头
你给的出口我还不想走
躺下看乌云能琢磨的心窗
好像有话要说却沉默
我们会不会那样倔强
到最后变成征服各奔西东~

雨像眼泪暗自汹涌
我相信天空一定也很痛
雨是眼泪很想坠落
可惜地上挤满笑容
哪里有空天空
像泪了沉睡在心中
谁在仰望都无动于衷
每一朵乌云原来是什么颜色
为了谁而不同
我们可不可以
wo oh~baby
不要倔强不放手学会宽容

雨像眼泪暗自汹涌

我相信天空一定也很痛

雨是眼泪怎么坠落

有谁会懂谁会让它停留

wo oh~

oh my baby~

来一场暴雨把我卷走有没有用

雨像眼泪暗自汹涌

却不敢放肆挥霍这点痛

雨是眼泪很怕天空一无所有(wo 很怕一无所有)

雨像眼泪暗自汹涌

我知道天空只剩下这点痛

雨是眼泪偷偷坠落剩下的你刚好经过

飞伦海之旅.=)

2009-05-30T20:15:00.004+08:00

昨天一放学,就立刻开快车回家.

冲忙忙地吃完饭和洗澡.

就和朋友们赶去AUTOCITY,

为的就是去支持飞轮海!!!

我们盼望以久的飞轮海!!!

三点半到达,进了SUSHI KING吃点东西.

然后原本是要去KFC等待进场,

却因为紧张特地提早等候...

其实在站着等候他们到来的那几个小时...

真的超辛苦...

我还真的第一次站那么久...

可是我一直不断告诉自己:'撑着点,是值得的!'

终于在八点等到了进场,

进场真的很恐怖,

迟来的歌谜不停的推和撞,

真的被撞得很辛苦,很痛.

好不容易,

排到了前二排,

却更加辛苦,

被后面的人一直一直推.(我没吃晚餐,根本没力)

现场一直不停有人呼吸困难和晕倒,

签唱会还差点被取消!

我们还是在这混乱的场面度过了,

在十点,飞轮还终于到了现场!

歌迷们全都失控了!

HIGH到暴!

我很羡慕VIP席的人,

他们可以不用这样辛苦,

更羡慕GINI和ZHUYIN,

能抱到他们和让他们记得他们的名字.

但是,我已经很开心.

能给他们签到名已经很开心了~

在上台给飞轮海签名时,

我很紧张,

不知道要说什么...

可是一个和我握手的CALVIN因为他的笑容而不紧张了,

到了AARON时,

我毫不犹豫说了:'炎亞伦,我喜欢你!'

飞伦海的三员还看了我一眼,

亚伦还微笑着说:'谢谢!'

他眼睛超电的!!

接着给JIRO签时,

亚伦还向我挥了挥手.

如果不是排队的人太多,

我还真的一时不能回过神来~

JIRO很有型而且承受诶!

CHUN则很有大哥哥的气息,

握他的手超有安全感!

(但是有些抱歉,我太紧张,只跟亚伦说了话,却忘了跟飞轮海的其他三员说)

拿到他们的签名后,

当我准备下台是,

可能是因为和他们的超有电的眼神交流,(笑)

加上没吃晚餐和空气不流通,

我正要下楼梯时,

眼前一片黑暗. O.O

还要有人扶我下来. =_="

找到我的朋友们后,

我爸就开车载我们回家,

那时大概是十二点了.

很累,却很开心!

而且,

飞伦海的台风越来越稳了,

已经不是只是偶像派的歌手.

而且多了一分大明星的气质,

却还是很亲切温柔!

我回到家梳洗后,

却睡不着了~

没办法,实在太开心了! V^~^V

在这场签唱会,我经历了不是VIP所经历的.

虽然很辛苦,却学会了珍惜.

学会了很多很多额外的做人的知识.

而且也让我想通了一些事.

我决定了不在为不值得的事或人不开心,

而影响了我的梦想和表现.

我的梦想,我还会继续追求.

我会继续努力,达到我对自己的要求!

我,一定会过得更好! =)

(失眠的我,眼睛超肿!)

等我拿到昨天的照片,就会POST上来~

For once.

2009-05-16T22:34:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time,

A girl ties her heart with the chain of her own,

And promise not to belive her heart again.

Because she dont belived in love,

Not such crap.

To her,

there is no true love.

What's love?

She asked.

She dont understand,

Dint realise that she is loved by others.

Love is an illusion?

Love because of money?

Love because of looks?

Love beacause of fame?

Love beacause of sex?

What a JOKE!?!

Love,

a word for us?

but the power of true love is so big.

Do you ever know?

Dying for the one you love.

Sacrifice yourself for him/her 's happiness.

Just hope that the one you love is smiling in the sun.

So, please precious your love with your heart.

Don't hurt anyone.

Random.

2009-05-02T17:47:00.004+08:00

Its random.

Lots of things in this whole thing.

"Can't you care more about people?

Can't you be more mature?

You are not a kid now.

You are not a baby that is learning how to walk."

For once,

I trust you a lot.

For once,

I love you much.

But what I get?

I get nothing,

Just a bunch of questions in my mind.

"Months & months past,

Day by day,

Morning by morning,

Night by night.

Time pasts so fast.

A blink of eye,

Its May."

Never a guy that I had put on so much feeling.

Never a guy that I had been feeling so bad for.

Never a guy that I had cry so much for.

Never a guy that I had loved so much.

Never.

From: Someone.

(Its not from me, its feelings of a friends of mine.)

你给的.

2009-04-30T16:29:00.000+08:00

[你给的依靠.我放不掉.你给的微笑.还在嘴角]

迷惘...

2009-04-28T18:44:00.003+08:00

请你告诉我, 我该怎么做才对?

告诉我,我该怎么让我好过些?

我该继续这样吗?

我自己要的是这样吗?

我自己都不知道!

我再这样下去,

十月的考试要怎样考??

我再这样下去,

我还能撑多久?

我告诉自己不能倒下,

告诉自己我是坚强的.

告诉自己我做到的,

可是往往都会在夜里一个人哭泣.

我不想哭,

我不能哭,

哭解决不了什么.

可是,我控制不了.

多希望我不再这样,

多希望我从此以后消失...

我真的有想过,

如果我消失了,

一切就不用再烦了....

My 15th Birthday.

2009-04-26T13:13:00.007+08:00

Well, 1st of all.

on 24/4, ah tham.jun.janice.szeting. gave me a big surprise when I was about to walk in my house after tution.
I was like WHAT THE!!!!! and they were singing the bday song for me....
HOU GAM DONG!!!!!!
we ate, we laugh , we have girls talk (about... shhhh) , they even saw my kiddy pictures!!!!
love them lots~~~
For jun: I love your present.
This is what she worte on a card.

" A precious present I was given ;

Never too early & never too late.

Met you since I was seven,

The day we stepped in SJK(C) Jelutong's gate.

We know each other,

We help each other;

We laugh together,

even fried eggs together.

We love each other,

We care for each other;

Hope our friendship,

Last forever, for ever!!!

I appreciate all those happened in the past ,

Within seconds I realized that this is a must.

Although time flies away so fast,

Our memories will never ever rust...... :) "

~copyrighted by jun.

For ah tham: thanks for the handmade present, Love It Lots!=]

For janice & sze ting: love your presents too!!! muaks~

For four of you: Thanks for the cake named "雪天使" THANKYOU!!!

candles in the dark.

damn ugly.damn happy!

Hmm.Second of all.

In the morning, thanks for all the greets!!!!
Thanks for everyone that greet me happy birthday on 12.00am.
I am touched!!! love everyone!!!

In the afternoon, went to gurney at 4pm.
went to four skin to find jia xi & heng chen,
just to see them but heng chen is not there~awww~~
but after that, she got greet me happy birthday~
then me and Tricia walk, walk & walk.
went sushi king to have a seat and wait for chee fong.

After chee fong arrive,we talk somemore till we syok then we leave.
Then, went to the golden cinemas to buy tickets.
the movie we watch is 'coming soon'
Before we bought tickets , i receive a call:'buy one more ticket, one more friend is coming"
I was wondering, who's that?
guess wat, when yvonee is buying popcorns and drinks,
They arrive, someone hiding behind.
Ahhhhh~~~~~~~~~Xiao Wei~~~~~~~~ I scream*
I was shocked~~~~~
he bluff me he wasn't going~~~WHAT THE!!!!

went in the cinema with a scary heart.
I am scare but happy, the movie is starting coz we went in late.
Its funny but kinda scary~~
wakakaka~~~

after we finish watching the movie, we went to redbox.
actually I am kinda steam d~~~
I apologize coz I am Ki SiaoING LAST NIGHT~
wakakakakakakakakaka~~~~~

谢谢你们给我的回亿!!!!

weee*

2009-04-21T18:41:00.005+08:00

no edits.

Its a good sign that my mood is turning good.=]
you will ask: " what happened?"
I will answer: " I am turning 15 this Saturday! wee* "
ya, I am gonna turn 15 this saturday!
I am so happy!
I am going to play the whole day!!!!!
screams*

Super Sad.

2009-04-19T00:04:00.004+08:00

Save me from sadness!

Could you?

emotional me, what a laughter!

love myself for my own attitude.

nobody have the right to judge me.

NOBODY!

Just from my heart,

It is beating for you,

From my heart,

You'll know who really am I.

Sorry.

2009-04-05T22:00:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not yet uploading my new blog of The Wedding II.

Feeling sick these days & tired.

Will updated as soon as I could because the last draft is missing.

{Another thing, I miss Someone.}

The Wedding.

2009-03-21T17:39:00.007+08:00

This is the post that I promise to updated when I am free.
Although it is kinda late, but their love are never late.
The bride is my relative that I dont really remember how to address her.
But she is my mum's uncle's daughter.
Ester was she named.
Ryan was her bridegroom, now husband.
He is a Singaporean.
Helpful , Friendly and love his wife lots.=]
Awesome!
Here's some pictures of them!awww~~~

I wish I were a bride! (joking)

during the wedding.

I love the pictures lots!=]

awww~~sweet~~

The Most Beautiful Bride of The YEAR!

^-欠债$还钱-^

The Car.

Guess who is this?

While guessing, here's my ZILIAN pictures.

hmmm....do I love you? Yes, I do.

muacks ^*^ VS cute^~^

Here's the answer, my leng zai relative.

"文佳俊"

He is SUPER ACTIVE!
He is SUPER LENG ZAI ! WOW!

文佳俊的小小档案

[文佳俊]
[6岁] [怡保人]
[花心美男子]
[目前有两个LengLui女朋友]
[社交非常好但目前只会广东话]
[他超爱打我的屁股!色鬼!哈哈~]

For more details of the wedding pictures,view http://www.mywedding.com/ryanester/

Uploading new post soon.

2009-03-15T16:21:00.003+08:00

This a peak about what I am going to upload soon.

I Love That Dress~

her style ; her LIFE .

Heart-Less :D

梦❤梦

下一个我。

我十七岁了~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦~

逃离。

用❤感受。

散场の拥抱。

My Jan & The Starting Of Feb.

Photoshoot in the end of 2010. X)

White Christmas. ❤

她说 ❤

薆綪。❤

死神少女。❤

Time with family.

我只是一个女孩。❤

记得.忘记

这些日子。

Y^~^Y

Being moody but happy. ;)

一个又一个。

Awake. Y^.^Y

周杰伦-说了再见。

Sort of 'RANDOM POST'. XP

School Reopen. =/

Hung. =.=

Sleepy or sleepy not?

Hang Out.

雨滴。Raindrops.

^~^

Sweet 16teen. ♥

Hundred Days.

该怎么做才是对的?

Sometimes.

1Mas Shutter. Just join for fun. ^~^

没那么简单. O.O CHIM~

Emo.

Star Pisces. =)

New Year Days.

Happy Valentine's Day. ^*^

Gong Xi Fa Cai.

Random.

Recently.

R.I.P

Sweethearts You. =)

背对背拥抱

The First week of January.

Happy The 1st Of January! =)

New Year, New News!

I felt bad.

Christmas eve.

^*^ HoHoHo ^*^

I'm back. =)

Going KL.

Lock me up.

SHARP SH9020C

Bored.

<原来是美男啊>

Nice Song.=)

Autumn Heart.

Happy Birthday! =)

20/11/09. The Last Day Of Form3 School Life.

Gimme Drama.

T.T

No mood to blog.

Don't know.

Never.

Happy Halloween.^~^

Tagged by Layni

Boredness Kills.

Facebook.=)

18/10/09

16/10/09

14/10/09

I'm free at last! =)

Long Time No Blogging

鼓. 8/8/09

Peace.

What's wrong?

Hate You.

^^ HoHoHo ^^